Groing up I couldn't come to terms with being "transgender" and resorted to self harm as a way of punishing myself then in later years used drink and drugs to block out my feelings but they always resurfaced no matter what I did. my doctor told me bluntly after doing liver function tests....stop drinking or be dead in a matter of weeks.Depressed and at rock bottom I finally faced facts although it was tough. I admitted to myself and my very closest family and friends that I was transgender and over the course of the next 12months I first went into detox and stopped the drink and drugs then I began transitioning, changed my name grew my hair changed my wardrobe. Then I went to the doctors explained my situation and saw a councillor then started on hormones.. I started transitioning 3 years ago now and since then I've worn push up bras invisi bras with the help of chicken fillets. An invisi bra for those who don't know is like 2 sticky pads with a clasp in the middle and you pull any tissue or fat from the breast area to the middle each side held by a sticky pad. This creates a false small chest but I've had my confidence shattred on many occasions when the invisi bra has lost stickiness and gone "ping".... how embarrassing. I can't keep going through that so I've resorted to wearing baggy jumpers wich just makes me feel so not feminine. Id love to be able to wear low cut t-shirts and sexy feminine dresses without the worry of going "ping" and my flat chest being exposed!I'd love to feel complete and get a pair of breasts.