Well I'm a guy with pretty eyes and soul but my nose is very large and crooked, believe me it was even more crooked but I used pumice stone on it when I was 16 and had a scar on it for a year. I would need braces too as I was kicked on the ground by 10 people who were my friends but found out I was gay.. I would love to get at least a nose job in Korea as I will never audition anywhere ( and I love singing) my favourite singer is ariana grande and I can achieve same high notes as her and my friends always tell me to go on xfactor. However the state of my nose and skin depresses me horribly and I wouldn't want to start my career on TV looking like this. I'm turning 30 next month and I've been dreaming of recording my own music and looking pretty in the camera for half of my life. I get depressed often and currently cant even pay my rent because I work on 0 hours contract. I honestly want to die when I think about all the things that are stopping me from achieving my dream.. also would love to have money and just make my parents life a little better as they live in an old caravan and my dad has cancer, I dont know how long I can try to earn money in low payed jobs when my young life is slipping away so quickly. I wish someone could help me and see that it was worth it.. I have so much to give..