I've raised £2000 to help get me back to work.

After loss of my partner and best friend father and daughter I sufficient a severe depression break down and the world around me seemed to show itself and the social expectations interactions behavior of the people around me distanced themselves further unless I was seen doing a socially accepted process like dressed in a suit and exiting a taxi luxury reflects indulgence needs money therefore I must be doing well.
Well I'm asking for help another socially frowned upon in my culture.
I need transport in order to start working and move forward with my life and there are good people who I hope can relate please help me get back to work.
I want to purchase a scooter I am a qualified carer and its what I love to do help others