I am autistic...I learned to cope with my social shortcomings at an early age, but have always been heavily prone to anxiety attacks and anything else of the sort as a result of foecing myself to try and be normal. As a result, over the years my body started to crumble due to the constant stress I didn't even realize I was under all the time. As time went on I became more fragile until about 2 years ago my mental state and my body both showed visible sings of deterioration and I started collapsing without warning whenever things got too much. On top of that I started falling ill without the ability to recover.

I remained ill for well over a year and ended up losing my job. I had only recently been employed by this company, but in reality I just couldn't hold a job down because my social shortcomings due to being autistic often causede to fight with people because I didn't understand what they were thinking or I would end up misunderstanding what they are saying.

Then a few months ago...learned I would never be able to work again due to my heart being weak. I am currently undergoing many tests to find out the extent of the problem, though it looks like my heart problems run in the family.

I want to work from how but I lack the equipment to do so and it is out of my price range. I would love to work from home...because that way I won't be alone anymore.