Hi My name is Camilla I have been born in Poland but my parents have brought me to UK when I was 10 yrs old since then I have never been in contact with family or friends back home. I have adopted my self how to live in different community and coulture. I have learnt the language and always have been respected everyone sadly without having that respect back. In high school I was diagnosed with diabetes but back then I was terribly bullied at school because of where I come from. I have been on my own on the streets since I was 13 yrs of age because my parents divorce and they forgot about the child I couldn't get any support or advice of my parents. I have no friends because being bullied and raped put me into bad depression and anxiety. For 5 yrs I have been beginning doctors to do diagnosis on my head because I suffer from very bad headaches and policystic ovarian syndrome. I couldn't get pregnant or get any treatments in this way. I have been on so many diets that have helped me fall pregnant and I was the happiest women in the world when I found out I'm carrying twins unfortunately doctors have never did any diagnosis on why I do suffer from so many pains all over my body. At 2 months pregnancy I have miscarried due to abnormal bodies on my ovarian it was dermoid cancer 12cm size which I just had complicated operation and still not very well. My health getting worst and I can't get anywhere support with my health care or place to live due to my illness I am unable to go back to my lovely job.i wish one day to be healthy and fully functional human that hoping to become mother one day. I am being evicted next week due to departments mistakes. Here is so little space for my story but I am willing to tell you more if you can help me I have never asked anyone for help always have been on my own since I was a kid. My health conditions depressed me because I am scared to go sleep each day incase I won't wake up. Please don't let the monster eat my organs I love to live