I'm Sarah, and I was just your ordinary 35 year old. I was a mum to 3 (Liv who is 3, Paige who is 1 and Carter who is 4 months) and I love my life. However my world came crashing down just 2 weeks ago when I was diagnosed with a grade 3 invasive ductal carcinoma (breast cancer)

I cant begin to describe how this news has made me feel and how it's affected me. Everything that I've once known, taken for granted has changed and I am devastated.
Paige and Carter are obviously too young to understand what is going on and although we have briefly tried to explain things to Liv, she is really aware that mummy is ill and it isutterly heart breaking.
I am currently still undergoing tests, but so far we are aware the cancer has spread to the lymph nodes under my armpit but by how much we do not know. So far my care plan involves chemotherapy first following by surgery however all this is yet to set in stone following my HER results.
So why am I Crowd funding? Well.... without sounding desperate or begger-ish, we, I, desperately want to do nothing more than to see my girls at the proverbial happiest places on earth:Disneyland Paris. It's always been in the equation to try and get there but now with the future uncertain I would love nothing more than to give myself memories. I dont need material things I just want to see their faces. The smiles, hear the laughter. I want to know that they got to see all the things theyre in love with (the girls are obsessed with Disney princesses) and just for this time I want to be without cancer at least in spirit.
I would never normally do something like this but there is noway we would be able to afford to get to go. And this isn't just me... it's for them. Everythings for them.