Hi I have recently been suffering with severe anxiety with depression over the years I have just got on with my day to day things and never let it show it came to a point on April the 13th and I had a massive break down in my marital family home and I tried to hang myself from the second floor window by rope there was numerous police there and even fire brigade and ambulance on stand by just around the corner I had barricaded myself in the bedroom and wouldn't allow anyone to come into the house I finally seen sense and brought myself down and was taken in handcuffs to a&e where I was seen by the mental health team I was later released from there and was contacted by social services to be told I'm not to go back to the house and I'm not to have any contact with my children until I have had a risk assessment done I am currently sofa surfing which is not helping my case if I can get a deposit on a property housing benefit will cover my rent each month until I get myself into a full time permanent job I didn't know you could do this until someone told me about it and I was still a bit embarrassed to do it but my kids mean everything to me and I'll do everything it takes to get back on my feet and any help i will be more than greatful for thank you