My anxiety get in my way and I feel that I'm taking it out on my wife and kids but they say no you dont. I have good days and bad days. Now my daughter doesn't talk at school like when I was at the time which its her way of hiding I think. I'm going get help when I'm ready. I'm always inside never hardly go out. I want take family to Wales where we normally go and hire a caravan for the week and have quality family time as I like to go on the beach where its a big open space for me to have fun. Because I don't drive there little I can do and short on money which that's the reason 2000 would be grateful as caravan is nearly a grand and need spending money and travel costs