I'm due to get married in North Wales in the shadows of snowden next year so it felt right for me to do this. Two people who I would have loved to be there will not be due to cancer. 

My father in law who will never see my partner and I eventually marry after 17 years together and my grandad who I lost when I was just 18. 

I hope to stand at the top and remember those I have lost and thank them for the strength to get there as they were both great figures in my life