January 29 2010 my day started with a smile i was in labour i was so exited but nervous at the same time. I called the midwife and was told to go into my local general hospital for a check up later on in the day. I live nearly an hour away so after lunch off we went, sitting in the car i realised i had not felt my bump move since the morning, he always had a set time with waking and sleeping and by the time i sat down at the hospital i told them hes quiet and not moved since the morning i was told 'first time mum yes' and sat there waiting my turn , knowing something was wrong, later that day after two scans i was told sorry cant find a heart beat my world changed.  24 hours later i got to say hello to my Angel we called him Gwion Morgan, he was perfect nothing wrong with him i never got to hear him cry and will never experience the things that i as a mum should experienced , Christmas , birthdays and mothers day are always hard, i will always have something missing in my life and every single day i think of him and as a proud mum i want to raise money for ..........