Hello my name is bethany and i am 25 years old i am on here asking for help because of my depression i have been suffering for years now and i was coping untill this year when i started to feel like i shouldnt be here and pushed people away and i wanted to end my life and inhad planned the day and how i was going to do it Untill my best friend facetimed me that moring with my beautiful god son and asked if i was ok and i broke down and said good bye but seeing that little boys face and smile made me relise that i shouldnt feel this way and that something needed to change i started asking for help im slowly getting there but the memorys in the place i live is still holding me back so im in here asking if you could dontae a little to help me move house or go to america for a few month to try and move there