i am not so good in English but still i want to type here my feelings my pains just everything. i am 18 years old. my father is the best one. he always cared for me. he gave me everything whatever i wanted. i love him so much.. right now i am crying and still typing.. i am in the first year of my graduation and i had never thought that this would happen to my father.. he was a healthy person but now i dont know what diseaseit is but he has lost his almost weight and his stomach size is increasing day by day.. i told him to go to some specialist but he getd angry everytime.. then i stopped arguing with him.. right now he is taking an ayurveda treatment but i am not seeing any progress.. he is getting weak day by day.. there is no fat remains in his hands an legs.. only he has a big stomach.. doctor told him to go through ct scan but he didn't.. i dont know whats wrong with him.. he has a government job and they had stopped giving salary.. it is the third month i dont know what to do.. i am suffering a lot from alm side... sometimes i think i should leave my graduation and should start doing job somewhere..

i am jus dying emotionally and financially too..

i dont know what to do.. my whole family depends on my father and i jus cant see him like him.. he shouts at night because of pain.... gets angry on my mom..

i am single child.. now the whole burden of my family depends on me.. i dont know i should be strong or just flew into the feelings

please suggest me something..

i am dying.. dying