I’m currantly going through a hardtime, which so many of us do from time to time. My story is that I’ve never had a great upbringing, so I never really got off to a great start in adult life. I’ve believed I suffered from drepression which does get very bad at times to the point I can’t leave the house. I‘m starting to think I’m suffering from autism, because I’m really bad in social situations. I’ve managed to be in work for about the last 14 years, which is really good for me. It was a nasty company to work for and was having a big impact to my physical health due to the nature of the job. So I decided to leave without another job lined up, the family did support me with my decision, and I managed to get another job. The job was a nightmare and as much as I tried I couldn’t continue there, so now I out of work again, and everything is falling apart again. I’m applying for pretty much everything, and hoping for interveiw at somepoint soon, but mentally I’m very close to hitting rock bottom again. I can’t get benifits and everything I have will be going towards this months outgoing. I’ve never done this before, and will not tell my family, not because I’m ashamed beg, but don’t want them to worry. Many thanks.