<p>Hello My name is Mark Steven Larden i am 25 from Dronfield Derbyshire father to my beloved twin boys Kieran &amp; Joel Redfern-Larden who where born 3 months prematurely tragically &nbsp;Kieran &amp; Joel passed away just over 3 weeks apart In September 2007.<br><br>Joel was &nbsp;sadly born Stillborn on the 3rd of September, i was awoken by the nurses in the room that i was staying in at the Jessops Hospital in Sheffield on the 28th of Septemberi was told that &nbsp;Kieran had been struck down with a blood clot in his brain i had no option but to &nbsp;agree to emergency surgery to try and remove the&nbsp;&nbsp;blood clot to save his life sadly Kieran didn't pull through the operation.<br><br>The passing of Kieran and Joel has had a huge effect on my life there is not a day that goes by that i don't think about them both and wish that i could hold them in my arms again i miss them both more than words can ever describe they both mean the world to me and will always be in my heart and mind.<br><br>I never thought that anything like this would ever happen to me i was 21 when Kieran and Joel tragically passed away it hit me like a ton of bricks,losing a child/children&nbsp;is the worst thing any person can go through in life the pain and hurt its unbearable.<br><br>I carried Kieran &amp; Joels coffins too and from the church and too their Graves it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life, no one deserves to go through that my heart goes out to every parent who has suffered the loss of a child/children.<br><br>I was inspired to help Sands in memory of Kieran and Joel Sands is a charity very close to my heart,i learned very quickly that not everyone has someone that they can turn to for support in their time of need.<br><br> Sands is such a worthwhile cause it provides support for parents that have suffered from the loss of a child/children who may not have anyone there to support them many of the people who work for Sands do understand the devastating effects of losing a child/children because they have also lost a child/children.<br><br><br>I am walking up Mt Snowdon with friends on Saturday the 19th May in memory of Kieran and Joel to help Sands provide support for fellow bereaved parents i appreciate all the support and donations that i receive it means alot to me and my family.<br><br>Thank you for taking time to read this page<br><br><br>Kind Regards</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>Mark Steven Larden<br><br><br><br><br><br>&nbsp;</p>