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Donating through JustGiving is simple, fast and totally secure. Your details are safe with JustGiving – they’ll never sell them on or send unwanted emails. Once you donate, they’ll send your money directly to the charity. So it’s the most efficient way to donate – saving time and cutting costs for the charity. The charity you would be helping a lot of families, with there pain. My own story is about my own son kai Kidd my pride and joy I was 26 when I had him I didn't think I could have children due to a tilted womb but to my surprise I ended up pregnant. I was so happy I couldn't believe it. I had a easy pregnancy was sick once in the morning no craving no swollen ankles no sleeplessness nights. I had a natural birth he was 3 weeks early he was due on the 3/8/20011 but he came on the 14/7/11 at 12-49am weighing 5 pound 2 he was so tiny and perfect it was a love I could not explain I am was just in awwwww he was mine he took his first bottle from his Dad but next when I had to give him it he wouldn't take it and his suger levels we're down midwifes would try but he was not taking it. So that night they had to take him to scubu to get tube fed I was crying as I didnt want to leave him he was also jaundice but didn't need treated for it he got tube fed for 3 days then back on the bottle he took it he was a great wee feeder he got out of hospital on the 5th day it was wonderful me and him got settled in our flat we had our own we routine I loved  being a mummy he was my world at the beginning he was on 4 hour feeds so I would set my alarm someone told me not to do it and it  was great he only got up once there the night he was just starting to regonize things it was such a good feeling he brought me so much joy then sadly on the 11/9/11 he passed away I woke up ten to 2 on the Sunday afternoon cause on a Sunday we would have a lazy day so once he'd been up fed changed we would go for a nap until this day I wish I never done that I knew rite away looking at my precious kai there was something wrong I screamed his name over and over I phoned the ambulance they we're trying to tell me what to do I was in a terrible state I was in shock I was shaking I couldn't believe it it was a knife in the heart he was 8 weeks he made me the happiest I've ever been that day was the worst day of my life my arms we're so empty I was so numb I could not believe it I wanted it to be a bad dream that I would wake up from my eyes we're sore and stinking from crying I couldn't stop I wanted to die it hurt so much that's all I ever want to be a mum I thought I couldn't have another one as I would be scared in case it happened again I couldn't The Scottish cot death trust put me threw counselling u are also entitled to a heart monitor for a year if you have another one they cost 600 to buy but not everyone has money so it is saving life's and mothers and fathers don't have to be on edge so we would be helping lots of parents and it is a terrific fund it has helped me I know that no one will replace my kai but I would like more and I would sleep easy with the monitor it's not just for me there are millions of parents going threw this and the Scottish cot death trust are helping people deal with there grief you get a free magazine also to tell u what's been done sharing stores