So it’s over a year ago now since I lost a very dear friend to his own mental battle. A mental battle which sadly he couldn’t take anymore and so gave in to his demons by taking his own life. He’s left a hole in so many peoples hearts, he would have found it difficult to ever comprehend. Dan was a kind, selfless extremely sarcastically funny man who is missed so very much. Dan was alway a person that pushed me in the gym... he’d push me to be faster...lift heavier....nearly bloody killed me off in some of the trainings we did for the competition. He always pushed me out of my comfort zone....because he wanted to win and not just for himself! He was very competitive (understatement!) and never happy with any of his results, he always wanted better! He couldn’t have picked a worse competition partner! Contrary to popular belief I am not that competitive! Well for one last time I feel it fitting that he should push me out of my comfort zone again. So to raise awareness and money for his charity MIND I am going to do what I consider a very silly idea...... and jump out of a plane! Anyone who knows me will know I am petrified of heights and can’t stand any big rides that make your stomach summersault!! So it wasn’t the best idea I have ever had! But I know Dan will think it’s hilarious! So on the 25th of May my big girl pants will be firmly on and I am going to do a skydive. I would be extremely grateful if you could sponsor this crazy idea and share share share this post. We all have our own mental battles but some of us are strong enough to get to the other side. Too many people don’t reach that side. I never ever thought Dan wouldn’t get there! Anxiety, self doubt, depression and all other mental illness’ need to be shouted about and shared the shit out of! Just talk talk talk and always listen! #itsoknottobeok #everydayifighteverydayiwin