So basically I messed up real bad and lost the only girl I've ever loved. And during the breakup I said some really horrible cruel things to her. I regret them to this day and as a result I've lost the better half of me and some one who made my life seem worthwhile.

Anyhow she has a passion for nails and is doing a nail course this month so that she can begin a new chapter in her life doing something she really loves doing properly.

And as a gift to her to just let her know how much she meant to me I wanted to give her money to purchase an actual decent nail kit and accessories etc as she has really cheap low budget stuff and i want to kick start her career with a good platform and good equipment etc.

I know nobody cares or will probably help this as it seems pointless but it would mean alot to me and even more to her. I want to tell her how she can do anything she puts her mind to and that every nasty thing I said is not a true reflection of her kind hearted beautiful persona.