When i was 14 i met a man who would chsnge my life forever at the time i was young very young he was 19! and known all over my small town every girl wanted him but he weirdlly wanted me !

i fell completly in love but he was abusive mentally and physically over the ten years i would get pregnant 8 tmes and i lost all eight ..

Lost my Fallopian tube my will to live and my bloody carpet .. but sadly my smile and my ability to walk unaided was also cruelly taken away from me my this man that claimed he loved me

Every day was nightmare he would get drunk and abuse me I don’t drink (never liked the taste ) id try and escape to bed but he would punch me out of my dreams for smiling in my sleep If I told anyone the beatings and control got worse

After another drunken night I was abruptly awaken with a blow to my jaw instantly smashing all my teeth at the back on the left .. I wasn’t allowed to go to the dentist just incase he was a man or I reported what happened

Over the years I just ate on the other side took pain killers for the extreme pain and prayed I’d be free soon to visit the dentist

That day has finally come but now I have 6 remaining teeth le I’m not 14 I’m 27 I was fitted with a denture I loved it untill it started to make me gag and triggered my bulimia

I’m free from the pain and suffering but I’m now unable to enjoy life with my daughter I haven’t smiled in years there is so many different changes to my story but this is one I want to close forever I just want to smile