Please help me to:

Stop running & Open up about major life events in a safe place

to learn how to overcome my anxiety, depression and better manage my PTSD

To break the 6 year cycle of alcohol & substance abuse, homelessness, spending christmases & birthdays living in houses of ill-repute, toxic relationships, domestic violence, geographical relocation & serious sexual assault whilst abroad

to allow me the time to stop finding rent, stop painting on a smile, a space to rediscover my true identity & self worth

Eventually rejoinining day to day community and the happier side of society, and being useful to others

I have been attending NA & AA groups since October 2016

I have shared 3 times in total, I made it to 30 days clean for the first time ever this year, but fear of judgment and my own inner-shame stop me from speaking in most meetings and im unable to offload my pain, with no support outside of the rooms I isolate further

I volunteer weekly to keep myself busy & focus on others

I need professional care before embarking on 'a normal life'

I accept my life has become beyond unmanageable

please grant me this

anonymous donations are available