please can anyone please help me im begging anyone to please help me i got my self into a stupid mess taking out payday loans because i lost my job and ive been trying to get my wife in to my country into the uk and i lost my job but maintained it by keeping my self on the books and made a bigger stupid mistake by taking out out a loan from my horrible mother if i dont pay her back itll be like living in hell i dont want to face that im tired and wonr out and fed up and need 5000 pounds please can anyone help me in here please im sorry this is my last resort today is the day i pay her back and sort it all out or i just up and leave everything. please help me. I care now only because me and my mother have only started to get along and now because of this i only know she will think wrong of me she still doesnt know i lost my job i cant face it. My wife has genuinly healed our realtionship between my mother and now because of my stupidity i will have to up and leave it all. But please this is a last resort i have tried loans credit unions the lot nobody will give me anything i have ruined my credit report. I am sorry for ruining anyone day i am.