We are setting another page up to try help us more we have raised £1200 so far thank you everyone.. here is our story

In 2008 i lost my first baby and was told one in five women lose their first so thought nothing of it. As the years went on it got harder and harder and been told it may never happen is devastating. Wayne and I have been trying for years to have a child and failed 😢 all I have ever wanted is a family of my own, but instead ive had to watch everyone around me have babies. Wayne and I got married last year and have lived together for 5 years, he has been through all this heart ache with me. I have had a total of 5 marriages, countless surgeries and all kinds of treatments, some of which was painful and involved sticking needles in my stomach for months. My last surgery involved my ovaries been drilled in the hopes its works, sadly it hasnt 😢 every month i hope that test shows two pink lines but never does... because wayne has a beautiful daughter from his previous relationship we dont qualify for free IVF treatment and we are now spreading awareness in the hopes we one day get our dream. Having that feeling that i may never be a mother is the most painful feeling ever. We appreciate everyone who has helped us so far and the months to come, we can not say thank you enough.xxxx