It’s approaching the third anniversary of the sad loss of my beautiful boy. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him, not many days go by that I’m Not grateful  to Paul’s place and my lovely support network. Sadly not too many days go by when I don’t reach out for the crutch which is alcohol either so as I approach this anniversary  I’ve decided to clean up my act. I did stopover in year one which was difficult  but this time I’ve decided to make it really hard and start off with 90 days no booze.