The loss of my husband has been the most traumatic experience of my life. Not only did I lose the person I loved most in the world, I lost my children's dad, my future dreams and I lost myself.
2014 was a deeply sad and lonely year.

On 31st December 2014, I made a conscious decision to become alive again. I'm choosing to rebuild my life. It'll never be what it was or what I wanted it to be, but it can still be full of laughter, love and excitement. I want a life full of memories and no regrets.

So... Not one to do things by half, I have started to create a list of new experiences to achieve this year. My wonderful father in law, Michael, challenged me to a wing walk. So on the 2nd anniversary of Lee's death, I shall be flying on top of a plane; holding my head high, remembering my wonderful husband with pride.

Since our loss of Lee, we have raised an amazing £33,500 for Farleigh. What a fabulous way to honour a very special person.

Let's continue to support the people who will have the privilege to be cared for by a Farleigh during their darkest days.

Although I have set a target of £1,000, I'd like to think we can beat it, as 'The sky's the limit' (quite literally!).

#feelyourheartbeating - my new moto!

Be grateful for every beat, flutter and moments of love.

Thank you for every single penny, thought and kind wish. You have been and continue to be fantastic friends and family to us x x x x x x x