Louie died 5 years ago. I can't put into words how it feels to live with this loss. Through the love and support of family and friends I've kept going through some really difficult times. Not everyone has a similar network around them and sometimes you don't want to burden others with your heartache. 

Child Bereavement UK help people to rebuild their lives when a child grieves or when a child dies. They offer free bereavement support via their helpline 0800 028 8840 as well as a range of resources via their website childbereavementuk.org

They are a fantastic charity, please support if you can.