Why is love not powerful enough? Please support CALM so more people can get support when they need it… I cannot change what happened to Adam but I hope other families will be spared of this indescribable sorrow. It has been two years since my Adam made the utterly devastating decision to leave us forever... so two years ago I had to say my final goodbye to my incredible son.

I cannot describe the excruciating pain that my sweet baby’s absence brings on every tiny millisecond of existence.

I always felt deeply grateful to be able to have children... as my heart was breaking for families desperately trying for or losing babies...

The loss is abysmal abyss... I understand now... I so so so wish for nobody ever needing to experience this feeling...

Please, please, please talk to your loved ones...

Take great care...

Lots of love...

The Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM) is leading a movement against suicide. Through our life-saving services and campaigns that drive cultural change, we work with people to push for a life less miserable for you, your friends, your family, and, well, everyone.CALMs helpline and webchat services directly prevented 675 suicides in 2018.OUR SERVICES:> Webchat and helpline (0800 58 58 58) from 5pm - midnight every day. The line is free, confidential and anonymous, and staffed by trained professionals. In 2018 they directly prevented 675 suicides.>Bereavement support through the Support After Suicide Partnership (SASP).>Website and social media offering practical and inspirational content and support. Find it at thecalmzone.net>Through high profile campaigns we help destigmatize mental health and suicide, and tackle stereotypes around gender. Check out #Project84 #BeTheMateYoudWant and #GrowAPair