Thanks for taking the time to visit my JustGiving page. Due to recent events I would like something positive to come out of something so heart breaking . 

Any woman that has had to be cared for by the maternity nurses during a horrific time , will never forget the work and care those people provide. They really are a shining beacon in the hospital. Providing understanding , patience and above and beyond care during the hardest time of anyones life. 

If it wasn't for some very special people in the ward I would never have coped with that horrific evening . 

I ask if you would make a donation to support their work and provide anything extra needed in the donation raised Bereavment Suite , funded and raised and created by parents who like me , have suffered the most heart breaking  kind of loss or ordeal a woman or parent can have to survive through.The suite itself provides a safe place to grieve and spend time with the family and their baby, without needing to be surrounded by a maternity ward full of babies crying and other mothers. Peace , quiet and time. The staff are amazing and the whole area itself is just so special.

As someone who was told 10 years ago that chances were almost 0% of me getting pregnant and not being able to carry a baby full term due to medical reasons , I had accepted this over the years. I will never have the chance of motherhood again and the fact that I'm spending this one chance planning a funeral whilst others are buying cards and gifts for mothers day ,  its just all such a shock and very overwhelming..noone expects to be home alone one evening and find themselves giving birth to a tiny baby all alone, not even knowing your pregnant in the first place.Overwhelming , indescribable shock.

The one time I was a mother and never even knew about it or had the right to deal with it in my own way. Just cruel. 

I may have never known my little one existed but for 5 months he did , and I would like something to come from his little life.

Id appreciate any donation , no matter how small as thankyou from me and my little one , he will never get the chance to say hello and thank these remarkarbale women himself. 

Thankyou for reading 

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