When you read that 1 in 4 women suffer miscarriage the first thought is : “ is not gonna happen with us..”

Wrong… you don’t know, you can’t know and doesn’t matter how careful you are sometimes bad things just happen and we have to face it, with tears, sadness and disbelief, life is short and even feeling a big hole in our hearts, we must keep going…

When we got the positive pregnancy test, automatically our lives changed, lots of plans, dreams and things to do… but no… when we went for the scan the sonographer  said there was no heart beat… how? Not possible! Why?

Nobody knows… lot of people can say, was just a little fetus,   wasn’t even a baby yet… that’s not true…

Was our baby, was our kid, i don’t know how but i knew he was a boy… we even had a name…

Nothing is gonna be the same, even if we have 5 kids after, he is always gonna be remembered …

My boy, we love you!!!