Hi friends, friends of friends, world....

Well, three years on and I thought it was about time to toss myself off again, this time for money.

With diminishing income from OnlyFags, it seemed a good idea to do something you know how to do and have practised for.

Three years on and I am a different person, at last happy with my own head (I mean no one ever complained, but I was so self critical). Three years ago, I thought I was doing myself and the world the best favour I could.

Seriously, to those people who got me to this point, since Splashdown, I thankyou.

I've always enjoyed a Manup, and the organisation has helped me a lot (with it's blokey not patronising approach) and researches into Male Suicide. I cannot fathom how I survived the hanging, fall, near drowning, snow (it was a busy day). I've decided the sensible reason I was left alive is to help, and hope that other chaps never get to the point I did (yes I was a twat, in not asking for help for thirty plus years).

Alastair

Oh - I'm doing a bungee jump off a big bridge in the highlands (going down for dosh, hopefully avoiding the splosh of last time) any one suggest a good rope supplier (the last one was shit).

Should it go wrong, and I come to a sticky end mid toss, then please laugh at the irony. However should this happen, please change the charity to some - Makes Fairies wishes come true thing.