I want to run the London Marathon for Mind because mental health is something close to my heart. I have lost two friends to suicide, and it’s completely changed the way I view the world.

The first was my best friend from home, Jordan. I lost him during my first year at university, and it’s something I still struggle to come to terms with. I’ll never forget the final phone call I received from him—it was his goodbye. Thankfully, I was able to get in touch with my mum, and she found him in time. He survived that attempt, and we truly hoped things were turning around. But he was placed on a long waiting list for support, and within those six months, he took his own life. I was still trying to figure out adulthood myself, and losing someone I loved so much at such a young age—and having to tell our friendship group—was something I never imagined I’d go through. I still read the letter he left me when I’m feeling low. It reminds me of how much we can mean to someone, even when we don’t realise it.

Later on at university, I lost another friend—Grace. We met through the athletics society at Leeds, and instantly clicked. She was warm, kind, easy to talk to, and always full of fun. She also volunteered for Mind and was studying psychology, so this cause was close to her heart too. Her passing shook all of us. As women’s captain, I helped organise a charity event in her memory—running 22km over 22 hours, to represent the 22 years of her life. We raised over £25,000 for Mind, but more importantly, we created a space where people could share memories, connect, and feel less alone. After that, I knew I wanted to do more. We hoped to make the 22km run an annual tradition in her honour.

I’ve never really had the chance to fully honour Jordan in the same way—university stress and Covid made it difficult. Running the London Marathon would give me that opportunity. It would be a tribute to both of them: to the joy they brought into people’s lives, and the pain of losing them too soon.

Running for Mind is about turning loss into action. It’s my way of carrying Jordan and Grace with me, while helping others who are still struggling. No one should have to wait months for support. No one should feel like they’re facing things alone. I’m running for them—and for everyone still fighting.