Cancer has had a big affect on my families life and changed and shaped who we are here is why once again ill be pulling on the running vest and taking on the Scots North of the border in the Edinburgh Marathon this May

When I was 11 years old I lost my Nan to Bowel Cancer. I found this really difficult to cope with and my mum was devastated.

I hated seeing her so sad but she was a strong woman and we got through this as a family.

I didn't really understand what cancer was or how indiscriminate it was or how it would change my life for 28 years it would rip my world apart. I was 19 when my mum (Julia) was diagnosed with bowel Cancer.

We were told that it was terminal and she had up to 6 months to live which came as a massive shock to myself, brother, Dad and rest of the family and friends.

I didn't know how I could prepare myself to say everything and do everything that I wanted to say and do with her in such in a short time. But sadly after less than 6 days of the diagnosis Mum closed her eyes and never opened them again.

A few years later My Mum’s sister Mary contracted the same Cancer she managed to fight it a few weeks longer than mum did but sadly the same outcome. After a serious of chats with Dr’s and a few tests it was decided that there is genetic disorder in our family called lynch syndrome.

Sadly on the 25th January my last surviving Aunt Helen failed to win her battle with Cancer to all those that knew Helen she was the light in the room always had something to say. She passed away quietly and pain free and Milton Keynes Hospital with family close by holding her hand.

I wish I could say Cancer's evil grip on our family ended here but sadly it wasn't finished but last year my Step-Mum Lyn who had bravely fought Cancer for many years sadly lost her battle at home with her family close by.

This time watching one of the strongest people I have had the pleasure of meeting losing her battle with Cancer made me angry Cancer doesn't care who you are or how strong you are its and EVIL disease.

So this is why I'm keen to help Cancer related charities I’m always keen to help or raise as much money I can for them. And every since the death of the most important women in my life, my brother and I have to be tested every 3 years to make sure this disease doesn't take anymore of our family.

Losing my Mum to cancer was possible the worse day of my life its like have a part of you ripped away and no chance in ever getting back. When got married which was the best day of my life and seeing the faces of friends and family beaming with joy at seeing me and wife (Becky) say I do. But there was always going to be something missing from that day. My mum, her face, her words. I miss her so much and would not wish what has happened to my family on anyone Cancer is such and evil and unforgiving disease

Thank you for taking time to read my story with Cancer all I ask if this has made you stop and think of loved ones you lost to Cancer please leave a donation it doesn't matter how big or small ever donation will make difference or please share this page on Facebook, twitter or Instagram.

Much Love James "The Beard" Radford