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THE EX-BEATNIK 
WHO PLAYS KAI

MICHAEL GOTHARD was among the
first of the "underground" heroes to emerge into the mainstream of the acting profession.

In Arthur of the Britons (Wednesday) he plays the Saxon, Kai, brought up in the Celtic community.  Generally, he is associated with more sinister, misfit roles, for example his part as a killer in Scream and Scream Again, and the psychopathic priest-inquisitor in another film, Ken Russell's The Devils.

Gothard, single and in his early 30's, has a broad, massively square face and a deep, hard voice which seems un-English, though he comes from North London.  Contrasting with his appearance are his small, rectangular metal-rimmed glasses, perched low on his nose in the style of the docile shoemaker in Pinocchio cartoons.  

For most of his teems he was in fact an outsider.  He was a "beatnik", one of those lost-looking souls who wandered around in the early Sixties - before the Beatles and Rolling Stones brought long hair to the middle-classes.

"I left school when I was 17 or 18 with little idea of what I wanted to do.  I think this would be true of most people if left to their own devices.  Most of us are channelled into various functions, for better or for worse.

"This is how things are constructed, but you always get the odd one who slips through, who doesn't fit too well.  I mean, people either find something they like doing or they end up gangsters or just plain bums.  It comes down to that, doesn't it.

Gothard tramped around Europe.  "I drifited from country to country, washing a lot of dishes, but I ended up spending a lot of time in Paris where everybody goes to find their way.

"When I was there, the best thing was quite new.  I lived in an hotel in the Latin Quarter which was full of the beat celebrities of the day: Ginsberg, Burroughs.  They were held in considerable aw, but I don't think I ever said more than bonjour to them."

Back in England, Gothard became involved in making shoestring movies and eventually took the leading part in an "underground" film called Herostratus, which still shows on campuses in America, although, eight years later, it has never been generally released.

He played a young man who decided to commit suicide, and arranged with an advertising firm that they could captialise on his death in any way they wished, provided it was one which got a lot of publicity.

The film brought Gothard approval from the critics, but no actual work.  For 18 months - "a period too depressing to think about" - he did odd jobs and went intermittently on the dole.  It was this taste of unemployment that determined his practical attitude to his profession.

"I was involved in helping to get the very first lunchtime theatre off the ground.  It was a great experience but there was absolutely no money in it."  Lunchtime theatres now proliferate in pubs and cellars in London and frequently attract distinguished casts.

"Generally, it is scaring to think about how overcrowded acting is now, how low the average earnings are.  I take the work that comes my way.  I play mostly "physical" roles.  Fortunately I lot have come my way recently."

Petticoat  6th October 1973

You may recognise him as a screen and television star.  But Jerry Bauer talks to the real Michael Gothard.
The Three Musketeers, the film Michael Gothard is making, is set in Estudios Roma, the film centre outside Madrid. The temperature is close to a hundred, although one tried not to think about it.


“The Three Musketeers and I seem to have an affinity for each other.  In this film version I portray Felton, the lover of Madame de Winder – Faye Dunaway but on television, I was Madame de Winter’s son in yet another dramatisation.  Presumably, I was chosen by Richard Lester for this role because he’d seen me as the inquisitioner in The Devils.  Both characters are repressed, violent and mad.”

Mike slips out of his heavy wool tunic and tosses it over his shoulder.  He shrugs.  “People tell me I’m an established actor, but I don’t feel established.  I guess because I had too many out work periods following successful roles.

“I became an actor because I was better at that than anything.  In the early days I was full of energy and into trying a number of jobs.  But I soon discovered that I couldn’t escape show-biz, even if my instinct didn’t like it’s superficiality.

“In other art forms, like painting and music, you can protect yourself from the huckstering, but not in the film world.  You have to be sold! Unfortunately, I’m not given to extravagant performances off-screen.

He says he didn’t finally make up his mind to become an actor until he was twenty-one.  Before that he did a variety of odd jobs, working in restaurants, as a house cleaner, building site labourer – even as a model in Paris.  He spent a year in Paris, living in the student section, near Boulevard St. Michel.

“Paris has a wonderful communal feeling to it,” he says, “it’s a great place for meeting people, or for just sitting around talking.”

He didn’t feel he was much of a success as a model.  “I was as still as a board and I couldn’t overcome my sense of the ridiculous.  I was a clothes hanger, an object, not a person.”

Eventually, he returned to London and got a job shifting scenery at the New Arts Theatre.  A friend of his was making an amateur movie and was auditioning actors.  Mike felt that he could do better.  “As a joke I read to him, and much to my surprise landed a leading role.  The picture was a triangle love story, typical of the home movies being made at the time.

That part brought him encouragement from people in the profession.  He decided to go to an actor’s workshop run by an American actor, Robert O’Neal. But he could only attend evenings and weekends – he had to support himself with a full-time day job.

He was now a professional actor, but getting work was another story.

“About a year and a half passed between my first important film part in Herostratus and my next big break – Out of the Unknown – a television series. Since then, I’ve worked regularly in things like Up the Junction, The Last Valley and The Devils.  But it was the television series Arthur of the Britons which really brought me to the attention of the public.”

Michael says the difficulty with being an actor today is that you are trying to be constructive within a destructive media.  Everything’s so materialistic and acting doesn’t help people to realise themselves as individuals.

“Still,” he says, “I can’t leave the profession – I have needs like everyone else.  But I would have preferred to follow something more solitary that didn’t depend upon an entire organisation to make it happen; in filming, so many people directly affect the outcome of your performance on screen.  An actor is just a cig, after all.

Michael says his work and personality are not entirely opposite even though he tends to be an introvert.

“You see, my work is an extrovert thing, performing publicly – but I approach it in an introvert manner.  I’m quite happy to show myself as the character I’m portraying but I’m ot at all interested in doing ti as a direct revelation of myself.”

Michael admits that he doesn’t feel happy in large groups, preferring to be with just a few people he knows.

“There are people who have a  great urge to give their minds and emotions to large audiences but such people can also be very private individuals.”

He cherishes his private life.  For the past few years, he’s had several steady girlfriends.  The last one was a Swedish lady studying make-up in London. They were together for about a year but Michael says, “Eventually we both realised that we had different interests.  She went back to Sweden.  I never have any regrets about anything that was so nice.”

He has no rigid idea of what he wants in a woman and says he’s a traditionalist, he likes women to be feminine – not carbon copies of men.  He feels it’s difficult for women now. “They don’t know who they want to be like – they’re searching for identity.  I only hope they don’t lose their nice qualities lke gentleness.  Women have soft bodies, they ought to be soft by nature.  If women become as aggressive as men, it will be like going back and they’ll be no on to idolise.

“I think women are more civilised than men.  If, in trying to obtain more social equality, women become hard, it will be sad.  At the moment I think they’re very confused – they don’t know whether to be submissive or assertive, which is understandable,  Still, I find them immensely intriguing.

“Women are more advanced, more profound than men.  They have inborn instincts and other things like intuition and softness.  Men would have to use their will-power to achieve these and would have to use their intellect to do so.”

Despite everything Michael says he is an optimist.  No matter how much he goes through, he always feels life is going to get better.  As an actor you go through difficult periods but he feels there’s always a pleasant surprise in store for him.

“It’s a very confusing time for everyone.”  He goes on.  “About all we can do, if you are to survive, is to be aware.  But not too aware. That is demoralising. Unfortunately, our technology has gone on at such a quick rate it has given us everything we want materially, but it’s not only depleted our natural resources but out physical ones as well.”

Michael feels we are now living in an anxious, fear-ridden society, because people are striving for goals they’ve been told are worthless.

“In order to survive,” he says, “you must compromise.  If not, how can your ideals remain on a high level.  I don’t like the glorification of violence and materialism, but I realise that I cannot just at home waiting to do a righteous, moral film.  It may never come along.

“You can’t carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.  You have to view things in proportion to our image.  To find activities which give you satisfaction.  I love talking to people, being contradicted.  I also like good music and good food.  On occasions, I even enjoy being an actor...”

 

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