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Hello my name is Richard Chavez, the end of 2020 I lost my son, he passed away because of medical issues he was born with. His mother did not want him because he was going to need alot of attention medically/personal and she was not up to the task. I would not allow her to give him up for adoption so I did it it was hard but it was not his fault and as a father I did what needed to be done. He passed November 15, 2020 he would have been 9 November 16, 2020 do to the medical complications he was born with.... Anyhow since then I have been having a hard time with life in general tried ending my life a few times but failed have not been able to hold down a steady job so I lost the place I had at the time he was alive. I started living in my vehicle and just recently my vehicle had gotten stolen when I went inside a restaurant to eat so I lost my home and the rest of what I had left of my son including his ashes were inside that vehicle. That's when I realized it is time to snap out of it that night when I was walking around trying to find a warm place to sleep it came to me.... That was my boys way of telling me to let go and continue with life... Atleast that's the way I took it!... This is my first step to try moving on and get my life in order I am asking for help on trying to purchase a new vehicle anything helps the cause so please I'm not being greedy anything helps and thank you truly for hearing me out this is literally the first I have spoke of my son since he passed I am in the process of seeking counseling and trying to find a job but you know how it goes big city horrible public transportation again thank you all who has and willing to help me out to get a life again..... Thank you.   Rick AKA Richard chavez